An Exchange

This is the life you’ve been given.
Well…it fits too tight
Like those jeans of yours
You know

The ones in the
Back of the closet

The ones you last wore
When you were seventeen
going on thirty.

The ones you tried on
Last week
When you felt that desire to
Make an exchange,
To return what you have
To relive those high school and
College days
That weren’t so good
To begin with.

Life has moved you on,
Has given to you
Its no returns,
No exchange policy
In the form of

A spouse,
A child
(Maybe two),
A home,
A faith
more mature
Than what you once had

Even so
You look during
Dark, quiet evenings
At the
“What could have beens”
And the
“If onlys”
And you tell the shadows
Of the past that you would like
To make an exchange

But not really.

11 Responses to An Exchange
  1. nAncY
    January 18, 2010 | 2:27 pm

    i know those thoughts.
    this is good.

  2. Lorrie
    January 18, 2010 | 2:51 pm

    Beautiful pages here… lovely poem. I can relate very much – enjoy the ending :-)

  3. laura
    January 18, 2010 | 3:31 pm

    I’ve clung to those “if onlies”. This is one I think we all can relate to!

  4. Maureen
    January 18, 2010 | 4:41 pm

    If only this, then that.
    Not that. That!
    Price tag’s been torn off.
    And that shirt’s got a
    button missing.
    And can’t you see how
    the sole has worn?
    We all got our patches.
    Some of us
    wear them well.

  5. Kathleen
    January 18, 2010 | 10:57 pm

    brave honest words with resolve.

  6. deidra
    January 23, 2010 | 2:06 pm

    So much of my truth right here in your words.

  7. L.L. Barkat
    February 4, 2010 | 10:11 am

    Ooooo, this is a good one. Yeah, sometimes my life fits too tight.

  8. Nancy Kourmoulis
    February 12, 2010 | 2:40 pm

    “no returns,
    No exchange policy”

    Great reason to make each day beautiful.

    Captivating – could read it over and over.

  9. Karen
    February 12, 2010 | 3:57 pm

    An exchange of old for what once was new, seeing the threadbare sleeve and the patch on old dreams back-stitched to the future when we reach. But the white robe and crown we found along the way, would we exchange those? I liked your thoughts. A good perspective.

  10. Erin
    February 13, 2010 | 7:03 pm

    I’m glad I’m not the only one who feels this way.

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